One of the nicht.

Mana yang musti gue stop dulu?

1. Peeling. Gue mulai peeling 4 hari yg lalu, karena gue pikir muka gue mulai kusem. So, I thought, let's do it.
Perih mampus ternyata.

2. Fitness. Hari ini, hari kedua ama PT gue. Dan gue sukses muntah2 musti dijemput Nova buat pulang.
Dan sekarang gue ga bisa bangun tanpa muttering f word. Haha.

Sekarang gue duduk di pinggir kasur, perih-perih di muka dan otot gue yang mengejang di seluruh badan.
A wow combination.

Ga ada yang mau gue stop. Gue udah mulai, jadi mari dinikmati.

A way to go bitch. Eat that. =)))
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2nd / 10 (PT's assisted)

I am so dizzy. My legs are like Jell-O
Damn.
Exercising with empty stomach is simply stupid.
I think I'll skipped the work tomorrow.
I can't stand straight. Craziness.

It's gonna be a sissy night.

*I asked Nova to picked me up. Because I don't think I can drive my self home.

*based on BMI, I am obese. Nothing new. I know.
After this I'll put my self on detox program again. I am obsessed.

Obese obsessed. Rhymes.


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This soreness wont kill me

However, moderate muscle pain might go a long way to keeping someone on the path to fitness.

"Soreness can serve as encouragement in a workout program because people like immediate results.

Muscle doesn't visibly [grow] overnight; nor does your time in the mile drop from eight to six minutes," says Draper.

"So something like soreness can give people encouragement that they are in fact working the muscle."

 

http://www.webmd.com/fitness-exercise/guide/sore-muscles-keep-exercising?page=3

 

AMEEEEEEN.

 

This kind of thing bikin naikin mood.

omongkosong

Semua omong kosong di kepalaku tentang semua omong kosong yang pernah ku pikir kau ucapkan pada detik itu.

 

 

 

Officialy mewek.
Otot gw sakit semua
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Dear Dad,

Seperti halnya kalo aku minta duit buat sulam alis, seabsurd dan ga se-masuk akal itu keinginan Papa untuk mumpuni anak sulung Papa dan keluarganya liburan ke Bali.

You're just too weird Pa....

h/ache

I need to get a good rest.

I mean these days, anxiety gue menanjak.

Ga tidur di bawah jam 12 dan jam 3 pasti tiba-tiba kebangun, unknown reasons.

And it needs awhile for me to get my self back to sleep.

Gue sih ga ngerasa punya masalah berat ya.

Tapi mungkin ada beberapa hal yang agak ngganjel.

Yah sudahlah,

I need to get some sleep now.

B, can I crash over? As I remember, your bed is so comfy.

sigh.

Hippo's wish

For you to return very soon, Flamingo.

***
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Attention junkie

*mulai nulis dengan nyengir-nyengir*

Jadi yaaaa, kemarin itu eh ga kemarin juga deng, udah beberapa hari bosen banget mainan twitter.
Maenan apalagi ya yang tetap bisa nyampah kilat?

Mau ngeplurk, lupa password. Hihi. Dan kayanya teman-teman seplurkan juga udah ga pada aktif.

Jadi saya iseng. Main muka buku. Facebook, man.

Saya tuh jarang buanget buka facebook. Selain saya ga gitu nyaman tapi yang utama adalah saya gagap facebook. Serius.
Kalau udah login, saya bingung mau ngapain. Buat logout aja kadang musti nelp Nova atau si mantan. 'Bok, kalau mau keluar dari facebook, sebelah mana ya?" Atau 'cong, kalau mau cari temen dari yang mana sih'. Hihi. Iya, saya sekatro itu.

Kenapa saya ga nyaman? Karena saya manusia nyinyir dan 'teman-teman' saya di facebook menurut saya 'ga bisa' nerima kenyinyiran saya.

Thu kan saya nyinyir. Hihi.

Jadi, teman di facebook itu adalah keluarga (adik, kakak, sepupu, oom , tante, sodara-sodara jauh dekat 2rb rupiah, halah ) teman2nya si keluarga yang pada akhirnya kenal saya juga, teman SD SMP SMU Kuliah Rumah.
Jadi genre'nya terlalu luas. Masyarakat majemuk. Dan saya introvert. (Yeah right)

Pokoknya gitu deh.

Jadi, kemarin saya saking garingnya ama twitter. Iseng lah login ke facebook. Pakai lupa password segala.

Terus niat banget update status sampai berapa kali gitu. Sampah banget.

Beberapa menit doang langsung dapat response.

Saya takjub.

Apa yang orang-orang ini lakukan? Mantengin update status temannya?

Saya jadi merhatiin status 'teman-teman'. Dan makin takjub. Hampir semua memiliki pola yang sama. Dramatis.

Resepnya sama. Menggantung.

Kaya gini ni 'sakit hatiku mengingatnya' or 'resah menunggumu.......' . Pokoknya, galau-galau ga jelas. Semua ditambah titik-titik dibelakangnya.

Hihi.

Saya sih jadi mikir ya, di facebook kemampuan berbahasa mungkin jadi meningkat ya, karena orang jadi tertantang buat flash update yang baru tentang dirinya..

Lebih gampang mengungkapkan perasaan. Yang lain'pun jadi lebih mudah menanggapi.

Kebayang ga sih, teman anda bilang didepan anda, 'aku resah menunggunya...' Hahahha. Mau jawab apa coba?.

Well, kalau buat saya, moral of the story is :

Ternyata gampang banget cari perhatian. Update'lah status mu di facebook. Tapi soal genuine apa engga. Itu urusan lain. =p

Me. Attention whore.
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It will always be a fucked up situation in the mid of the fucked up minds.

I will leave you people alone.

Because this is the fuck I cant bear anymore.

 

 

 

Niche

Hated that I can't called anyone to put me back to sleep. I don't even feel drowsy at all.
I should really learn to let go this clingy feeling inside.

*sore throat, anxiety, my body alarmed awake at every movements.
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Es Nanas - Ex Man

Terkadang berat melepas kau pergi
Ku bertanya mungkinkah kau sadari
Bumi berputar, cuaca berganti
Dan ku tahu hatimu tlah mengerti

Reff:
Thanks to the ex-man for a beautiful moment
and thanks to the ex-man for a lesson i learned

Kubertanya apakah kau mengerti
Betapa aku tetap menyayangi
Begitu banyak yang telah dijalani
Dan tak mungkin mengharapmu kembali

Reff-2x

Terkadang berat melepas kau pergi
Dan ku tahu hatimu tlah mengerti
Bumi berputar, cuaca berganti
Dan ku yakin tak perlu ku sesali

reff-4x

++++

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-3a71-Ruhg

 

Lagu jadul ini selalu jadi soundtrack kalo abis putus. hihihi.

 

01$

I hate you. I don't know why do I hate you. But I know one thing. I hate you.
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Baby, let it go. We're off. It is off.
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Yeah. Since when?
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A year ago?
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Oh sure. The day you had a date with a rapist?
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It's my therapist. MY THERAPHIST! For fuck sake! I need to see a therapist to safe my life from your DOWNFALL! But thanks to YOU! I found my self a person who would take cares of me. LET ME GO. Its sad if threw your hatred at me. But you know what? I don't fucking care. You can hate me in any form you'd like. Because I know its not me. The problem is YOU.
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SHUT UP!! SHUT UP!!
Or I'll......
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Or what?! OR WHAT!
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Oh.fuck. (Gun's blast)
(Another shot gun)
H.h.h.....(Muttering words from a blood chocked lungs) I..love..you...(Paused)..Not.

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